It is. [ His heart still breaks to this knowing that he won't see her again. That because of him... ] But... the timing seems kind of pointed [ almost like some ooc hand orchestrated this ] but I don't want you to feel guilty or anything about your general mourning you.
It's a leader's job to bear the loss of their fallen soldiers.
It's... important to see, I think. [ he says at length. ] To know how badly it hurts a leader when their soldiers are lost to them.
It's a reminder that even leaders grieve. [ ... ] I know that I am the worst person to suggest this, but I hope you allow yourself to feel her loss. She seemed important to you.
I suppose I can't say much about that without sounding like a hypocrite. [ ... ] There isn't a right way to do it, other than letting yourself feel it.
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It is. [ His heart still breaks to this knowing that he won't see her again. That because of him... ] But... the timing seems kind of pointed [ almost like some ooc hand orchestrated this ] but I don't want you to feel guilty or anything about your general mourning you.
It's a leader's job to bear the loss of their fallen soldiers.
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It's... important to see, I think. [ he says at length. ] To know how badly it hurts a leader when their soldiers are lost to them.
It's a reminder that even leaders grieve. [ ... ] I know that I am the worst person to suggest this, but I hope you allow yourself to feel her loss. She seemed important to you.
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[ Actually, are they? Hm.
At the suggestion, he just shakes his head, ] I don't know. I don't know if I actually know how to grieve someone.
[ There hadn't been time. And there's hardly any time here, either. ]
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jiaoqiu watches him for a moment. ]
I suppose I can't say much about that without sounding like a hypocrite. [ ... ] There isn't a right way to do it, other than letting yourself feel it.
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[ Turning it around. ]
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... No, but I did not advertise myself as a role model.
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[ ~ nihility ~ ]
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Think of it as becoming more and more immune to spice. It takes more of it to slow me down.
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[ like building up an immunity to feeling, only he just shuts down if he feels too much. wow this is just scien, what a terrifying realization ]