I changed it because I decided when I return, I will not follow Lady Shar anymore. This is more of a Selûnite style, and while I do not necessarily intend to follow a new goddess, at least it is a sign of making a change.
[awww. she is a little flustered at that reaction.]
I would not say looking forward? I think it will be very difficult for me in the immediate future, and I will hate having to say goodbye to so many of you.
You will need to contend with the goddess you've turned away from. [ A bit of loneliness. ] I'm not so optimistic as to believe that we'll be able to stay in touch.
[ He nods... I don't have much hope in such a thing, either. ]
That's right. There's a lot still unresolved that I need to return to. I know there are some looking for other worlds to return to, but it's not much of an option for me.
I think Anders will be going back with me. It is not exactly likely to be safe for him to return to his own world, and my world is very similar to his in many ways.
Beyond that, I think most people here wanted the chance to return to life precisely because they had something they wanted to do or business they felt was unfinished, didn't they?
It might improve morale. If I served a king who wanted to hold my hand during war meetings, I would feel inspired.
[in all seriousness though.]
There is definitely such a thing as being too soft. We have to live in the world as it exists. Maybe Charlie would have me hug and forgive every goblin cultist I encounter, but sometimes just killing them is a lot faster, and there are time pressures.
But I don't think caring about the people around you is a softness you will come to regret.
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But who cares about that, looks at her. ]
I don't know why I expected the hair to be temporary.
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Why would it be? It took a great deal of time as is.
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I guess I'm too used to the curses around here. It does look like nice though.
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[frowning! but not serious.]
I changed it because I decided when I return, I will not follow Lady Shar anymore. This is more of a Selûnite style, and while I do not necessarily intend to follow a new goddess, at least it is a sign of making a change.
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[ She can feel his warm, sappy feelings at her choosing this new path for herself. ]
Are you looking forward to returning?
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I would not say looking forward? I think it will be very difficult for me in the immediate future, and I will hate having to say goodbye to so many of you.
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You will need to contend with the goddess you've turned away from. [ A bit of loneliness. ] I'm not so optimistic as to believe that we'll be able to stay in touch.
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As far as I know, that is not something god believes is possible for them to achieve, but that it might be something one of us could achieve.
Do you plan to return to your home?
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That's right. There's a lot still unresolved that I need to return to. I know there are some looking for other worlds to return to, but it's not much of an option for me.
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Beyond that, I think most people here wanted the chance to return to life precisely because they had something they wanted to do or business they felt was unfinished, didn't they?
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Seems like it. I wish we had a happier ending than sending all our friends back to hardship.
[ ... ]
I'm glad if Anders opts to go with you, though. You two do seem very close.
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I think we understand one another surprisingly well.
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That's good. [ reaches out... to gently tug a strand of hair ] Companionship like that is hard to come by.
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I haven't ever had many friends before coming here, honestly.
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Neither did I. [ He shrugs. ] But I didn't give many people the chance.
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It has been nice.
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I don't want to accidentally hold one of my generals' hands during a briefing...
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[in all seriousness though.]
There is definitely such a thing as being too soft. We have to live in the world as it exists. Maybe Charlie would have me hug and forgive every goblin cultist I encounter, but sometimes just killing them is a lot faster, and there are time pressures.
But I don't think caring about the people around you is a softness you will come to regret.
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I may not have any of you with me after this, but I hope to at least pay forward the kindness and companionship.
[ ... ]
I didn't know you found holding my hand inspiring though, Shadowheart.
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[but smiling anyway at what he says. good.]