[ she's about to say something else, but then!! the memory!!! oh no a memory happened!!! she watches it play out in silence, and, eventually: ]
... I'm sorry I saw something so personal. Do you.... nevermind.
[ He probably doesn't want to talk. Or hear anything I have to say. ]
[ even though a part of her can truly understand this. she's technically at war with heaven, after all. and she already lost pentious. maybe alastor. she doesn't want to sacrifice anyone else. ]
Circumstances have a lot to do with this. Some people just aren't in a position to make decisions that don't cause some kind of harm. Especially in war. [ significant look ]
But you have to remember, Claude, that I come from Hell, which is nothing but sinners. Some of them are genuinely cruel, and don't have a good reason.
Well, Claude, I'm not going to say I agree with your choices, but... it doesn't make you irredeemable in my eyes. I was going to say that you can't change the past... but the angels have said that if you are redeemed, you can choose your point in the timeline to return. So. Things can change, and you can as well.
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[ she's about to say something else, but then!! the memory!!! oh no a memory happened!!! she watches it play out in silence, and, eventually: ]
... I'm sorry I saw something so personal. Do you.... nevermind.
[ He probably doesn't want to talk. Or hear anything I have to say. ]
[ even though a part of her can truly understand this. she's technically at war with heaven, after all. and she already lost pentious. maybe alastor. she doesn't want to sacrifice anyone else. ]
Are you okay?
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I'm fine. It's not like you all didn't already know I'm a crooked person.
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War's not black and white. And you wanted to protect your people more than anything. Isn't that right?
[ hence why he'd sacrifice allies for it ]
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And I don't think you're a villain for wanting to protect your people.
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Do you want me to see you as a villain?
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[ ha ha bible jokes ]
But if I may ask, Claude, what apple did you want, and why?
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He hesitates because he doesn't really share information but... What does it matter at this point. ]
The one to revive someone from the dead. I wanted to bring back sometime who died from a mistake I made.
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[ foremost ]
To answer your question, no, I don't think that's inexcusable. I can understand why you'd want that apple.
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But you have to remember, Claude, that I come from Hell, which is nothing but sinners. Some of them are genuinely cruel, and don't have a good reason.
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[ He sounds a little uncertain, but it's directly mostly at himself. ]
I don't want to get comfortable doing terrible things, just because my reasoning might be good.
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If you could go back, would you change your decision?
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I don't know. [ ... ] I think I would, but not because I regret what happened to Randolph.
But it set off a chain of events that ended up down a path I didn't want.
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Well, Claude, I'm not going to say I agree with your choices, but... it doesn't make you irredeemable in my eyes. I was going to say that you can't change the past... but the angels have said that if you are redeemed, you can choose your point in the timeline to return. So. Things can change, and you can as well.
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Knowing that I could've just returned to a point before she died is just salt in the wound.
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My point is... there's still time to turn things in your favor.
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Well, that much I know. I'd never have it any other way.
[ sipp... my mem..... ]